Just reading my old entries makes me laugh so hard. This is the ONLY journal I have kept for this long. All others have died off; Melodramatic, LiveJournal, Myspace. Even Facebook. I just go on there to see cooking videos. Let me bring you up to speed on the last for years. Remember that short stranger I was talked about in my pervious journal entry? Well, she turned out to be awesome. She had a lot mental issues that she kept at bay and hidden. As we got closer, she let me in. She told me all her problems, all her dreams, nightmares. THEN...then came the EX. He came in one night, crying to take her back. They had a LONG history together. I understood why she went back to him. I don't want to speculate, but hurt people always gravitate towards each other. So, it's been 2 years since I last heard from her. She deleted her social media accounts and I can't find her anywhere. I only hope she is well doing well, happy and living her life to the fullest. Now I will put this part of my